The Mind
Once
there was a little girl,
Who’s
life was overtaken.
Her
body was a sarcrifice,
Her
heart and soul forsaken.
She
was a lovely little girl,
Her
eyes the deepest brown.
But
if you stopped and stared too long,
You’d
cry for what you found.
For
her eyes held a secret,
So
chilling and so bare.
But
nobody thought to see it,
Nobody
seemed to care.
So
slowly, but so surely,
She
began to discover,
That
her mind was her only friend.
It
was working undercover.
Her
mind, it made a shelter,
From
the horror and the pain.
It
kept her fears and worries hidden,
And
didn’t let them show again.
Until
she was a little older,
And
the fears and worries surfaced.
Then
everybody thought that she was
Crazy
for no purpose.
She
soon discovered the only way to freedom
Was
to run away.
But
her mind had other things on board,
Some
other things at play.
The
post traumatic stress kicked in
Around
age twenty one.
It
was only then that people saw
The
damage that was done.
Her
mind, it was a rollercoaster,
Of
ups and downs and violence.
Her
heart was now an open book,
That
nobody could silence.
She
struggled for a little while,
Then
her mind began to clear.
She
found that if she focused,
There
was nothing left to fear.
She
made a happy family,
A
husband and two daughters.
Her
mind was free and happy now,
Thanks
to some inner forces.
And
so she lived a few great years,
So
full of hopes and dreams.
Before
the dreaded illness came,
And
ripped her at the seams.
Like
a storm out of the blue,
The
mental illness came.
It
shook her world, her soul, her mind,
Things
would never be the same.
The
voices and the paranoia
Hit
her like a wall.
They
tore her down, discouraged her,
Till
there was nothing left.
Well,
almost nothing – but you see,
Her
mind, it kept on going.
It
kept some seeds of strength in store,
And
kept them ever growing.
So
now she lives from day to day,
Sometimes
from week to week.
She
takes life as it comes to her,
She
doesn’t hide, she seeks.
She
sees her life for what it is,
A
life of sun and thunder.
And
how she made it through it all?
Sometimes
we have to wonder!
She’s
come so far throughout her life,
Thanks
to a steadfast mind.
A
stronger person, full of love,
The
world will never find.
So
next time you are feeling down,
Or
going round the bend,
Just
think of this little girl and see –
It
all works out in the end.